As I mentioned before when I first started this blog, I am terrible at keeping up with writing. I realized I started this blog when I was 23, and I am now 25. Where has the time gone? Let me inform you, I have been applying for my dream job. I was going to mention… Continue reading Update- What happened to me?
Let’s look at how complex my thoughts have been these past few days, shall we? In no specific order, here are some of my thoughts: I really need to work on my bullet journal. Wow, it’s taken me 3 days to finish this one movie. At least it’s good. I want to die. Depression is… Continue reading Depression: my own mind turned enemy.
I’m on another bout of depression. It brings me to tears when all I’m doing is working on my bullet journal; when I’m happy I’m motivated enough to keep working on something new. My depression keeps me away, makes me angry, makes me miserable. Thank God, my mother understands now and does not get her… Continue reading It Holds Me like No-one Else Will
I’m turning 24 in three weeks, and lately I’ve been feeling a sense of dissociation from everyone I care for deeply. The more I talk to certain friends the more I feel like they don’t really care about me like I thought I did. This thought doesn’t quite depress me. In fact, it kind of… Continue reading Left before we had a chance